Sorry for the inactivity.. I rarely speak about my personal life because I don’t want to put my whole life out there. I am very strict with drawing a line what’s personal and not. But it feels good giving you some insights in my hectic life also, and explanations why I haven’t updated in a while.
In the summer I have a job at the hospital in my hometown. Today I did my first day of five weeks there. I have been working there in five years now so I am really comfortable with the job. But it also means that I have moved in with my family again. I am going to stay at my mom’s house where I have an own room but I will share the kitchen with five others, haha.
At the moment I am living at two places; since my boyfriend is still in our own apartment 2 hours away. I have four (!!) gymcards signed up and I don’t have my own kitchen. I am not complaining, but a well organized person like me gets really stressed out when routines are not like they usually are.
I actually am an extremely organized and well planned person. I am at my best mood when I know exactly what and when to do everything in a week. It got even more important when I began to study at the university two years ago. Then it got very important to me to plan my study time and workouts, when to do my meals, seeing friends and just relax.
Sometimes I wish I could let go of that need of structure in my life that I have right now. But I guess that is what have had helped me getting through my education with good grades and being successful at the gym at the same time. I think most people would struggle with that. This combination, of education and health, has made me accomplish so many things. But unfortunately it has given me alot of sacrifies too. Like going out, the social student life and seing friends more often. Even though I have felt that I haven’t had the time or need (in my well scribbled schedule), I know that it would been scary but relifing to let go of that need sometimes.
All and all it definately has been worth it. But I can’t wait to be done with school and when I can start catching the day however I want. I want to travel around the world with almost no packing at all, meeting new people, getting new experiences and just taking a plane or boat to next destination. That is my plan in 1-2 years. Just need to work some more $$$.
Haha, good night everyone! Hope you enjoyed this unusual blog post.